Saturday, July 17, 2004

Nitewolfz : All Around Me Darkness Gathers, Fading Is The Sun That Shone says:
evelyn rox!!!

 
lol. im NEVER going to ever let u forget u said tt!
 
anyway. had a couple of conversations today tt made me feel qt happy i guess haha...earlier in the day i was thinking abt theoutng on fri and thinking tt she is just like all of them and tt now there is one less person left for me. but i geuss ed is right in tt not everyone is like dat and tt i shldnt think tt everyone is like them and will hurt me the way they did. and this is no link at all but i really am trying not to be an ostrich anymore! i mean...i do face up to my problems rite??? just tt i dun have tt many tts all... haha...but i was qt touched by wad marcus said. and im glad tt we talked things out and i hope tt there will no longer be tt barrier anymore? i oso dunno y i always like try to get u involved when u like totally dun care but i do and im glad tt i dunno maybe it made you feel more in tuned with us? dunno lah. but yah... 3 close frens. and i hope they will stay tt way, whether or not you become a birdie!!! haha i think noone will understand this except myself and maybe dex haha. and i guess i do avoid pple sometimes because im so scared they wun want me or ill be extra or something and i know i shldnt but sometimes i really am!!! haha... ok nvm.
 
had kindy sports day today and the kids are so super cute ok! keith was like in love with them haha... hes like so nice to little kids ok! but anyway. me and belinda were super tired chasing paper areoplanes everywhere... but it was fun lah! hees. and we celebrated rachels bday today too! "oh why were you born so beautiful...." loocy jo and joy i think made salad for her and cl bot a cake hees. yupps yupps. we seems to be having lots of bday celebrations recently!!!
 
anyway i realise tt recently i hardly ever have to walk into home myself haha... i always either get driven or dexter walks in with me. guess i really am SLIGHTLY pampered. even xiang goes home herself more than me leh haha... oops. anyway went out with the sec 2 boys and my age guys cell grp+xiang and lynn yst after watching show with dex and rena. it was qt funny lah haha... they are rather retarded. and sam chin and aaron were so ncie haha... they like totally got us anything we wanted haha... so we no need to get ourselves! unfortunately the sec 2 boys like ISSAC werent as nice :s haha... but they are qt funny pple lah. and i guess i nv really got to know tt cell very well so yah its good to get to know new pple! and i forced david to take bus with me home haha.. thanks!!! :) and i realised tt i could have called mummy and daddy to pick me frm kembangan after all! just tt daddy sent me a msg saying tt he wun pick me up cos i nv ans my fone so i was scared hahaha... ok nvm. anyway i rehearsed wad i would do to anyone hu tries to rob me or soemthing haha... which is scream and whack him on the head with mr sprite! haha... mr sprite rocks my world. he is sooooooo chio!